wow..for a long time, i didn't come here...alot of things happenend...happiness, pain, depression, deseperation, joyness, etc. too many things happenend...
even though, i shouldn't be writing this cuz i got bio test tomorrow morning..i'm suppose to study rite now..but i needed write this for me...for me....so i won't get easily..not anymore..
TRUST IS SOMTHING THAT PPLZ SHOULD EARN, NOT GIVEN!!!!!
i realize i get hurt by pplz real easily cuz i just give them a trust even though they don't earn it...i realize how hurtful it is that God loves us but we run away from him. it hurts him that we are refusing him and his love. He loves us no matter wat we do, so we shouldn't run away from him cuz we feel guilty..he will be more hurt cuz we run away..he forgave us...if you feel guilty, go to him instead of running away from him. he will help you...he will help you...
no more xanga for now...
i barely read things in my xanga...ellen, change the font color or something...
man~!! such a long time...
sad cuz can't go home this week...my bio chaos started...prepare for the war!! fun?? no!!! wat a disaster~~ do would ever think that my school is easy cuz nobody heard of it..our school bio is like the most difficult class since North Georgia is soooooooo famous with nursing and physical therapy..last year cut line was GPA of 3.7...i was like 0.0!!!!! i'm not nursing major..but whoever wanna be a nurse, recommend this school...but anyway, just keep coming up..so many things going on..if i didn't have panel discussion thing going on, i will be more relieved, but i am..try to get all the points i can get..
same time, my 19th bday passed...it didn't even feel like bday cuz i had to study for my stinking bio lab exam..yeah..my last year of teen ages..weird..i'm getting old..also last bday with my family too..too bad i couldn't spend time with them...they were busy and i was busy plus financial problem...yep!!! but i had such a good day...some surprises!!! loved it...many thanks to my roommate Jessica and my froggie friend Erica!! such a blessing to know these pplz....had some gifts and candies..even though i had to study for my lab exam, not bad!!! so you can imagine how good it was...lol~!!
i'm going to Athens today to walk or run few hours with bunch of friend(it's community service)...we will have so much fun... but battle will start soon..on saturday....i hope i pray that i will be done on saturday so i can go to church on sunday~!!!!
anyway, off to study my spanish test!!
Hope everybody had nice week and will have nice weekend without me!!! T.T
Happy 19th Birthday Annie Lee
hope you come home on saturday :)
ohh. isnt this cool? it's like...
haha old times.,
anyways hope you have a great day :D ok?
i love you
and daphanie says she loves you.
i wanna write more. i like this font. muhahaha.
ok. better go.
happy 19th O_O wow! birthday
love, ellen and daphanie
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God is giving me too much challenge..i hope i made right decisions..if not, i hope he tells me...i hope i didnt screw it up like school work...
my heavenly father! help me..you know what i'm going through...you know me better than anyone..please!!! help me to stand up again!!!